My greatest fear is the unknown. The way that I think of it, the future is so terrifying. I guess it’s because I don’t know what’ll end up happening to me. It’s like, I could end up a failure. Someone without a family. Maybe I won’t even have the chance to become an adult because I died or something. What if all the work I’ve done throughout my life goes to waste? The more that I think about it, the more negative I get.
This also includes the ocean and the dark. I’m only scared of the dark because I’ve always been pranked by my brother and father jumping out from the dark and scaring me. When I’m confronted with the dark, I can’t help but think “who could be in there waiting for me?” And the ocean is a different story. I’ve always been scared of ocean predators such as sharks or eels. When I’m out swimming in the ocean, I hate the fact that I can’t see anything in the water. It’s even worse when I go underwater. I can’t see OR hear anything! I always get paranoid and think that there’s something that’s going to bite me. The unknown has become my worst nightmare.
