12/4/15

Jaclyn Corral- Girl

 

For as long as I can remember you’ve told me exactly how to live my life. You are always telling me what I should do, and what I should not do. I know you have the best intensions and want me to grow up to be a proper lady, but you need to give me some space to learn things on my own. You keep trying to teach me how to grow up, but it doesn’t work like that.

Ill always remember things you’ve taught me like how to set the table for each meal, and the right way to smile at people I know, and people I don’t know. You’ve taught me how to sweep the house and the yard. You’ve also taught me how to make medicine for when I have a cold.

And while all these things are very helpful for the rest of my life, I need to learn some things on my own. It won’t be easy doing it on my own, but I need to do this to grow as a person.

Just know that you’ve raised me well enough to know what things are right and what is wrong. I am not going to turn into a slut because you have taught me to be better than that. I have learned so much from the things you have taught me in my life. Because of you, I know very important things about life. I also know I need to wash the whites on Monday and the colors on Tuesdays. You’ve taught me to be the kind of woman the baker will let near the bread.

11/15/15

Mrs. Dalloway

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In my mind map I wanted to show the connections made between Clarissa Dalloway and the main characters of the story. I started with Peter all the way to the left because he is one of Clarissa’s old friends and her ex-boyfriend. Although it has been a while since they split up you can still see he has feelings for Mrs. Dalloway, but she does not feel the same way about him. Next on my chart is Mr. Dalloway, Clarissa’s husband. They have an interesting relationship because she does not feel sexually attracted to him and this forms a wedge in their marriage. Next to Mr. Dalloway is Sally, the person who Mrs. Dalloway actually does have sexual attractions to. Since she was younger and kissed Sally, Clarissa has known that Sally is the one she really has emotional connections with. Last on my chart is Sepitmus. I feel that Septimus and Clarissa have the most similarities in character and their situation. Life has greatly changed the both of them. In different ways, they both are mentally lost and don’t really know who they are anymore. “Behind the cotton wool [of daily life] is hidden a pattern; that we-I mean all human beings-are connected with this; that the whole world is a work of art; that we are parts of the work of art.” In this quote I feel Virginia Woolf is stressing that in all the confusion of life, that we are all connected and this is a very important part of who we are, and how the world works. You can see these types of connections and relationships in Mrs. Dalloway.

11/6/15

Jackie’s Trip to Baruch

After waking up in her friends apartment, Jackie’s commute to school was a little different then normal. Instead of having to take the train she only had to walk about a mile to campus. First, she walked out of the apartment building and along avenue c. While on avenue c she bumped into a lady who had put her cat in her shopping cart. She laughed inside remembering the time her and her sister tried to put their 100 pound pit bull in the bike basket. As she continued to walk and make a left turn onto 23rd street she saw a gentlemen wearing a Baruch t shirt. She immediately wondered if she knew him, but when she realized she didn’t she continued to walk. A few steps later she made a right turn onto 3rd avenue and walked into the bagel express. Upon walking in she realized the lady who usually works was not there. This made her curious about where the lady was, since she has never been to the bagel place when the lady was not there, but she probably just had a day off and it was nothing to worry about. After getting her hazelnut iced coffee, she proceeded to walk into the vertical campus building and up to class.

10/18/15

Discourse on the Logic of Language and The Narrative of the life of Frederick Douglass

In both “Discourse on the Logic of Language” by M. NourbeSe Phillip and “The Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass” by Frederick Douglass a common theme is language, words, and the hardship they caused for the African American Community. Although it affected both in different ways, their lives were changed by language and by the oppression that the African American community has faced.

Both authors showed the significance of words and how powerful they can be. In the poem, Phillip goes from one word to another by contorting the word a little to make the original word a completely new one. This dramatically emphasizes the power of not only the last word but the first word also. On example is when she turns the word land into language, and then from language into anguish. Just looking at these words they don’t appear to have any real connection, but she creates one with her poetry. In Douglass’ narrative he also puts an emphasis on words by explaining what a threat an educated black man was to the white slave owners. Slaves were not allowed to learn because if they had any sort of knowledge they would be more likely to escape. To prevent this, slave owners refused to even teach their slaves the alphabet. But, since Douglass was educated, a little by Mrs. Auld, and a little by the children from the town, he had the power to do what the slave owners feared.

Although Douglass eventually was able to free himself from the oppression of slavery, he was not always this fortunate. For the beginning years of his life he had no knowledge of language at all. He also had no one to teach him. He was not certain of who his father was, and he barely had any connection with his mother. In this way he is similar to Phillip because she too was without a mother. She speaks of being “tongue dumb” since she has no mother, or no “mother to tongue.” Her and Douglass were both missing this connection, but it affected them both in different ways. Her lack of a mother figure made her feel inferior, and “tongue dumb,” where as Douglass’ connection with his mom barely effected him. When the news that he lost his mother reached him, he felt no more than what he would have over the loss of a stranger.

Another connection I found, was the connection both stories made with a bigger picture. In Douglass’ narrative, although it was a biography, he continuously talks about the whole of the slave population and what the hardships they faced. In the poem, she talks about herself and her mother and father tongue, and then connects this with the anatomy of the tongue itself. It was interesting in both accounts how they connected their own stories to something greater than themselves.

Douglass’ narrative of his life through slavery, and Phillip’s poem on the impact of language both were extremely eye opening. Douglass’ account, being a first hand experience of the impact slavery, showed what the slaves had to endure it. Phillip’s poem left me wondering how extreme of an impact language has on everyones lives. Both similar in the emphasis they put on language, and how it changed their lives.

09/15/15

Journey to Baruch College

Jaclyn Corral

ENG 2850

Journey to Baruch College

Sept 12, 2015

1) “Since we have nothing to do today, let us follow the stream up to its source to have some fun” ( Journey to the west: Chapter 1)

This quote from the first chapter of Journey to the west reminds me of the place I grew up. It is right on a peninsula and completely surrounded by water. When I was younger I would walk with my dad from the beginning of the bay to the end of the ocean and we would watch the birds and the animals swimming in the water. From these adventurous we took when I was younger, grew my deep love for animals and the ocean.

Breezy to Grand Central

2) “Darkness was upon the face of the deep.” (Genesis)

This quote, although it is not exactly how it was meant in Genesis, reminds me of a dark time in my life. My freshman year of college was horrible and I absolutely hated going away. So this quote reminds me of all the times I had to take the train from Grand Central to go back to School, when all I wanted to do was stay in the city.

Grand Central to Baruch College

 

3) “All those who appear as Buddhas in the three periods of time fully awake to the utmost, right and perfect Enlightenment because they have relied on the Perfection of Wisdom” (The Heart Sutra)

Although I am definitely not a bodhissatva, this quote makes me think of Baruch College, and how it was one of the greatest decisions I ever made. After realizing I did not like where I was freshman year of college, all I could do was study as hard as I could, get good grades, and transfer to Baruch where I knew I would be happier. In choosing to go to school in the city, specifically at Baruch, I bettered my future and made my self a million times happier than I could’ve ever been at my previous college.