Who am I? thats a hard question. Who do I think I am? Thats so much easier to answer. I THINK I am a little of everything. I am nice in public and mean in private. I act cool, calm, and collected but for the most part I am hot-headed, freaking out, and quite frankly a little messed up although I have no reason to be. i guess if anything i think I’m a good actor. Not like actors in the movies but right now, here, there, anywhere i have a skill where I can turn all these different characters and personalities into one…me.
Three concerns about my freshman year hmm..
My bad spelling, hard time communicating, and my lack of interest. but Cymbalta can help! Now i cant apologize for my sarcasm without being a little sarcastic. Okay start over stupid.
my concerns are more like fears. i’m afraid i wont do as well as i did in high school. and with good reason i went from senior vice president, s.o. member, and active volunteer to someone who hangs out with thieves, dealers, and addicts right after class (i should stop taking the subway) im pretty much afraid i won’t stay focused on school work. And im afraid I wont be able to keep up with everyone else.
So what will make my Baruch experience different from high school? I think the independence will make a huge difference. Not having someone on my back a hundred percent of the time is definitely a change from Bayside.
i think my first year in college will change me a lot. I’ll probably come out of it a lot more responsible then i was going in and maybe even fifteen-pounds heavier(that one would suck).
