Monologue

Seriously!!!!! I’m so scared about my grades this semester!! I am definitely not doing as good as I thought. It’s like no matter how much i try to study and do really good on tests, the gods just want to take a crap on my life!!! Especially in math!!!It’s just so frustrating. I know I can do better, I know it. Maybe I need to put in more effort but I feel like i put in so much work already. The world is so competitive, especially in this economy! Its really hard to find a job nowadays,therefore its so important to do extremely well in school. Obviously!  But what if i don’t. What if I don’t ever find a job? What if I am not able to pursue my dream? I know this sounds a little dramatic but its really something to think about. That being said, i think i should go to the library….and study till i die. YAY  -_____-