Monologue

I know that it’s almost been 2 months since school started and honestly I still don’t know whether I belong here or not. Coming in and going out just feels too much like high school; nothing is new and on top of that I know nothing about business. Unlike  many people in Baruch who are very  money and work oriented,  I just want to be a dork and constantly learn new things. But so far I don’t feel like I am learning much. Although I don’t see many changes outside, I see the changes inside of me. It’s weird saying that I grew up within the last 2 months, but I definitely did. I learned how to prioritize things and really get shit done. In order to get shit done I gave up a few things. I barely have time to talk to my friends, family or hang out because of school and AIESEC stuff. So in order to get a life I gave up playing volleyball on a club team. I miss it so much. I haven’t touched a volleyball in 2 months. Hopefully in the end I will find my perfect place in Baruch and it will be worth it.