I feel like ever since I started college I’m constantly being asked “who am i.” I dont really know who I am honestly. I think I’m a nice person but if you do something that disrespects me I have no problem calling you out on it no matter who you are. Im outgoing and I always say whats on my mind. Im never embarresed of who I really am, I dont care what people think of me. I never follow the crowd, I have fun in my own way, not what society says is considered fun for a teen. I have probably one of the biggest obbsessions with Lady Gaga, to the point that its sick. I rarely have confrontation with anyone but if I do its almost always over me defending Gaga. I trust almost no one, Ive been hurt by so many people in my life, mainly girls, that ive given up on the title of a bestfriend. Girls can be brutal, I wish we were more like guys. Ive had a boyfriend for over 3 years, I get along with him better then anyone even though we get on eachothers nerves 100% of the time. He’s the only one I truly trust. I cant really think of anything else that really defines me so ill start to talk about this semester.
My first semester has been pretty good so far. I think ive grown up alot since college, i went from never taking public trasportation I was always scared, to now traveling into manhatten on my own everyday. Ive also started to gain some study habits and learned how to prioritize my time, in high school I never did any school work, ever. I was so nervous because I honestly thought I was going to hate it here. Everyone made it sound like a miserable place that you did homework every second of your free time, no one made friends and etc. Its really not bad like everyone says. Ive made some really good friends and I have fun here. Another thing is that my group of friends here is so much different then back home. Back home I went to a school that was like 99% italian american, just like me. The only diversity that we had was between the italian-americans that thought they were like the cast of jersey shore, and the italian americans that were normal, like me. Here I have a group of friends that are all of different nationalities. Its actually cool to learn about how people the same age as you and in the same school are so completely different. Another thing I love about the city is that Gaga grew up here and when shes in new york she goes on random bike rides so im always on the look out for her, because that would obviously complete my life. =)
