I really do not know what should I write for my monologue. Then I read my free writing which is writing during Freshman Seminar Class, I think it might give me some ideas about myself. Then I really find something that is inside of me, but I did not thought about it before.
I am a “thinking person”, not a “action person”. In another word, I like to think, to image, but I do not like to do, to try or to achieve. For example, some of you might know StarCraft II, it is very famous worldwide PC game. I decided long time ago about I am going to buy this game, and play this. But I actually did not buy this. I feel excited when I watched replay about this game on Youtube, I know I love this, but never play this at all.
I also find out that I do not like to change. Let me explain to make my point clearly. My everyday is like one day, everything is the same. I only go to same bakery to get my breakfast. I only listen to same music on the way to Baruch College. I only go to one barbershop to get haircut even when I move to different area of city, etc. Once I like something, or get used to it, I will not change.
I love to sleep. I think Getting enough hours for sleep is the most important for me. When I was in high school, I go to bed at 11 o’clock, and wake up 6 : 30 a.m. When I was Freshman in College, I go to bed at 12 o’clock, and wake up 8 o’clock. I always sleep more than 7 hours a day, that is the minimum of I can endure. And enough sleep hour can give me full energy for next day. By the way, I like to get a short time of sleep after I finish class every day. And I need three alarm clock to wake me up in the morning.
That are three things I find our from my free writing. Free writing is a person writes continuously for a set period of time without regard to spelling, grammar, or topic.(Wikipedia) And I think free writing is based on our subconscious, it might give us some idea we never though before. I will keep doing this exercise, and get to know myself better.
