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Im always the one to blame. I know i know ive made some mistakes in my past. Ive let down a lot of people. Ive hurt those that im closest with. and you remember each and every thing ive done wrong, and in vivid detail. But can i ask, why dont u remember any of the good i do? Frankly, all of that goes unnoticed. Nothing good i do is ever noticed until i stop doing it. Do i ever get a thanks, or a good job when i do something good? Nope. Is it because im quiet? Is it because im shy? But have i ever seen u there for me when i cry? Na, Ive never even seen you try. Do u like pointing out all my flaws? I bet you do, no wonder why yoire always there to banter me with hate. I’m starting to think that all this real love youre showing me is fake. But you know what, its all ok. Because it made me realize a lot. It made me realize Im not your lover, and im not youre friend, im something you will never comprehend. Forget the past, im looking towards tomorrow, because all that ive had in my life is pain and sorrow. The days are turning to months, months turn to years, time is movin faster than i can wipe my tears. Its like im some sort of… Enigma, trying to call out for love, but my mouth can only whisper. Maybe someday youll realize who you lost, and how we this could have been our fate, but by the time you realize that, it will be too late. I never said that you mean the world to me, maybe its best that you never know.
And please take it personal. Because it’s personal.
