Monologue

Writing this at 2:12 in the morning embodies basically who I am and how much I procrastinate and I hope to do all that I can to make sure this awful habit doesn’t stay with me through high school. I was very excited and hopefully prepared to leave high school and start college, the beginning of the rest of my life. I hope to make this college experience the best that I can and make connections with the right people and participate in the right programs. I am prepared to work hard, study hard, and hopefully move into a direction for a good career in my future. But before that I must change a few things about myself. I have to stop procrastinating and start taking school more seriously because even though teachers care less, I should care more because this isn’t pass or fail high school, this is the rest of my life and decisions I make now are going to shape who, and where I am in the future. Whats important to me is my family. Without them I wouldn’t be encouraged or motivated to do many things I do now. No matter what I do or where I am they support me which helps me and encourages me through my journeys in life. I hope to take this motivation and turn it into a drive, a drive to get a 4.0 in school, to obtain a good career and make something out of myself, to make my parents and family proud but more importantly to make myself proud. Who I am is not as important as what I can do and how much I stride to do it. I need to focus during my time in college so I can live a good life after college and be who I always wanted to be. In NYC anything is possible, so we will just have to wait and see. I’ll try to keep it kosher.