If you were to ask me, “who are you”
Sure id come up with a whole list.
Daughter, friend, girlfriend, student, etc.
But who am I really.
I have a whole list of possibilities of who I want to be.
Right now I’m lost in the world, trying to find my place.
I’m independent.
I’m going into business.
What part?
I have no idea.
That’s why I can’t tell you who I am.
Because I’m not sure yet who that is.
I can name you a bunch of things that describe me.
Happy, energetic, always giggling.
Smart, corny, maybe even sometimes funny.
but who I am now and who I want to be are two different things.
Now I’m the fun loving college freshman
Ask me again in ten years and hopefully you get a better answer.
My future is unknown.
It hasnt been predetermined for me.
It’s who I want to make of myself.
So give me a few years to answer your question,
By then I’ll know who I am.
^^that’s the monologue we had to write in class.
arent monologues something you say to yourself? basically like a conversation to myself? guess i didn’t do it the right way. ..
so here ill talk to myself for a little bit:
day one at the gym with ana, hopefully I will go everyday! maybe i should stop looking at the junkfood whenever i walk into a deli, it’s not gonna make losing weight any easier.. congrats on the b+ in philosophy, even though it’s not the A- i wanted, all is good..
this is kinda weird talking to myself, so ill get back to my english paper now 
