so-called monologue :D

hey guys I’m Vivian. I mean, my Enlish name is Vivian. But sometimes I feel like, name is just a symbol. I chose this name by myself, with no special reason. So I think, what if I chose another name? Like Katherine? Coco? Judy? Or Jennifer? (Of course it wouldn’t be Wendy or Tiffany, lol) Whatever, my point here is, no matter what my name is or what people want to call me, I’m still who I am. :D

I don’t really like to talk about myself, because talking and behaving are totally different. I can tell people how perfect I am, but actually I’m not, right? But of course I wouldn’t let everyone know about my dark side, either. (Or I should say, people are not interested either.) However, after all, this is still an assignment that we have to complete, and is also an assignment that is much easier and more interesting than others. So I feel bad that I didn’t put much effort into it before.

I am turning 21, my friends always say that I think much  maturer than I supposed to. I like to take care of people, and also I cry very easily. I can even cry while watching a funny cartoon, just because it has one or two heartwarming scenes (unfortunately, my friends also disagree with my definition of “heartwarming”). One ridiculous (yes, even myself think it is ridiculous) example is that several weeks before I saw a little boy with a little dog on the street; suddenly I started to think how much I love dogs, then it remineded me that if I had my own dog, he/she would eventually die one day. I couldn’t imagine how sad I would be if that day comes. So I CRIED!!! I was thinking how ridiculous I am while I was crying, because I don’t even have a dog! So many tiny things like this could make me cry. I guess it is because I had been through a lot for the past four years. It was the darkest time in my life. I lost a lot and earned a lot, I regreted a lot and learned a lot. So I know how important it is to treasure our life and value everyone around us, both those who love or hate us.

Ummm…suddenly have no idea how to wirte a conclusion, guess I’ll stop here. Hope everyone will cherish his/her life. :)

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