Monologue

What am I afraid of?  Im afraid of alot of things.  Right now, I’m afraid of failing my math class.  I hate math. If I had to take it again I would die.

What makes me happy? My family makes me happy, I hate being without them, its like there is a hole in my heart.

When Do I feel embarressed?  Everyday…I always do something dumb.  I trip, I say werid things, I run into doors…

Who am I?   I am a girl who never wanted anything more than to get out of Vermont, and now i’d give almost anything to go back.  I am a girl who was always so sure of what I wanted, but now that Im out here alone, its hard to be that girl.  I miss home.  I miss the the memories, my family, the mountains.  I miss climbing those mountains and standing at the top.  I felt so confident, I felt like I could be anything I wanted. I felt like I was someone.  Now, Im just a little fish in a huge pond– a nobody in a sea of somebodys.

Bu I do know one thing. I have to be strong. And I am. I know I will not be persuaded otherwise.  My personal motto is this: If you dont stand for something, youll fall for anything. I swear by that.

 

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