My First Semester

My First semester was probably a 6 if I had to rate it from 1-10. I expected it to be terrible. It was just a little less terrible than I thought it was going to be but that was only because I had a block and people that I moved around with a lot. I noticed I need people and friends in school or else I feel out of place and just plain bored. I expected to get around a B average because I’ve always been an average student academically and B is an average grade. I think I do have around a B average. I expected to be so stressed out and overloaded with work but I actually wasn’t, I feel like my junior year of high school was actually a lot harder than my first semester of college. I don’t think I changed as a person actually. I’ve asked people if they thought I’ve changed since my first semester of college, and they all said I’m the same. The thing is I feel like I lost a big part of me. My highschool friends and routine were a huge part of me for four years and when th at was stripped away I just felt terrible and out of place. Then again that’s what I expected so it didn’t hit me so hard that I couldn’t handle it. Now next semester I’m going to have to say bye to friends and meet new people once again and I’m not looking forward to that.