December post

Baruch has been alright. I’ve had mostly good times but somedays are just really stressful and irritating. Lets just say my expectations were not exceeded, perhaps not even met. I’ve always pictured myself attending a college where there would be a big campus with space to roam around and to explore. Baruch…great campus right? Well i obviously knew that Baruch wouldn’t be a traditional college experience but i still wanted to attend because it was located in the city which is more than enough space to explore. This first semester went ok, not great. I probably could have worked harder in pre-calc but because i didn’t, i let myself down. Im nearly failing this stupid class! Well now i have to work my ass off. Funny that i say that because i just realized i haven’t been putting more of an effort into it even though i promised to myself that i would. Besides pre-calc, id say everything else is going well. If i could redo my first semester i would definitely be more organized with my time, perhaps set up a schedule, study more, and actually do homework. Have i changed? No i don’t think i have. Ive remained true to myself and my personality throughout the semester even if it meant having my munchkins think weirdly of me. No one truly understands my sense of humor like my friends back at home. if i say something weird or absurd, they would be like “whats wrong with you?”…”your so weird!”.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! But yeah I’ve always been the Jackson that all my friends back at home know.