Something about myself:
I simply love sports and more than any other one I love basketball. I could probably spend weeks just talking about it and if I could spend my life playing it I definitely would. My favorite player is Kobe Bryant of the Los Angeles Lakers. Besides the fact that hes one of the best players of all time I admire the fact that he is an incredibly hard worker. This guy is 33 and has been playing professionally for 15 years, has 5 championship rings, an MVP award, anything you could want as a basketball player and even so he is constantly at the gym working out or improving his game. As a role model he shows me that whatever I want in my life I’m going to have to work at, even though at this point I really don’t know what it is that I want to work towards.
Life/Biggest Fear:
Honestly, I don’t care. You can tell how much this test counts towards my final grade and how my final grade will affect my GPA and unless my GPA is a 10 my life will spiral downwards after college because I won’t be able to get a job other than as a cashier at McDonalds. But honestly, I don’t care and I can’t stand that about myself. Don’t get me wrong I know what’s important and I know what I need to succeed in classes I just find myself without the drive to do it too often. I just want to enjoy life and I don’t want to miss anything or find out 30 years later that I still have a whole list of things I want to do with my life. I’m still young, I know, but life is short and really i just hate waiting. I want to work hard in school, I want to have a good job, I want a family someday, I want to grow old and even though they say money isn’t everything someday you’ll check my profile picture and itll be me planking on a million, I mean, who doesn’t want that? And every day I do feel like that dream is closer and more often than not the thought of that gives me enough motivation.
But what if I fail? What if I end up broke? Alone? Dead? My biggest fear is that someday I’ll wake up and hate my life. I don’t want regrets and so far I don’t have any but what major decisions have I made? In these next 4 years, and a few after that, I’m arguably making or breaking my life and that thought scares me. I’m not scared of the challenge itself I know it will be hard and I know ill feel like giving only about 80 times, but that’s not what scares me I love challenges. My fear is that after spending who knows how many years trying to get over that wall I wont like the other side.
