Good bye first semester; hello second.

To be honest, Baruch College didn’t do much for me. Sure, I was excited about college. But it just feels the same. It hasn’t lived up to my expectations. Maybe if I lived in a dorm I would be more excited, but it just feels like I’m going to high school every day, except I’m dealing with a much larger school. I would have to say that my first semester went fine. The only problem is with math. The finals are coming up and I feel that I’m going to fail because the teacher was so confusing and he moved too fast. Other than that, I liked my schedule. It was pretty easy going. I liked the club hours where I would use my time efficiently and wisely by doing my homework or studying for a test beforehand. I also hung out with some of my friends there and sometimes, they tutored me in math when I needed help. One thing I would do differently during my first semester is to go to more SACC appointments I guess. To take advantage of it and study harder for math, but I just got so lazy. I also didn’t join any clubs because I wanted to see how stressful college would be and I wanted to adjust to it before I tried to join and clubs. I felt that clubs would take out time from my studying and homework time. But now I am okay with it, so next semester I’m going to join clubs. I haven’t changed much. Maybe the fact that I take studying way too seriously now, and I don’t know if I should be happy about this or not. Did I mature a bit? Probably not…I still act dumb with my boyfriend and friends. But I definitely am more studious now.