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Author Archives: anzhelika.sachakova
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Things About Myself
At the fragile age of eighteen, I have so much being thrown at me right now that was completely unexpected. Except for college of course because the hard work there was definitely expected. I feel excited but nervous, scared but ready, and anxious but happy. As a loving daughter and sister, eager and ambitious student, and soon to be wife, I am taking on the challenges of life and turning them into positive motivators that will help me strive for better things.
At times, I do admit that I make decisions more based on emotion rather than ration and I respond more intuitively than intellectually. I patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out instead of taking the initiative to sort them out myself. Its in my nature and its been that way for a long time. Its not necessarily a good thing, however its not a bad thing either.
I have an easy going and submissive nature so most of the time I just go with the flow. I don’t mean it in the sense that I don’t have any control over myself, it just means that I wont go out of my way to argue something I want because to me its easier to compromise. I tend to give more than I ask.
I always felt the need to please everyone around me; my parents, teachers, friends, and loved ones. I don’t know why but I always subconsciously seek approval from others. Maybe it has to do with my slightly needy persona. I prefer to follow more than I would prefer to lead because when I’m in a position of power/authority I just crack. I shut down completely and have no rational sense of what to do.
I am weirdly fascinated by the ridiculous and enjoy solitude to stay in my own little dream bubble fantasizing about all the good things I want in my life. If I make a mistake in the past I like to keep it in the past, I hate thinking about those kinds of things and try my hardest to bury them far away. I dislike being criticized, things that are obvious, know-it-alls, and pedantry.
I love anything that has to do with mythology, astrology, or art. Those things keep me at a calm and surreal state of mind.
I’m excited about whats to come and I look forward to starting my own family very soon. If someone asked me a year ago what age I want to get married, I would probably say at age 24 or 25 but I guess when you live your life and circumstances become not what you expect, things surely do change. But I am glad that my opinion has changed.
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Who I am?
I am a girl who is passionate but shy and who will soon be exposed to the seriousness of life.
I am concerned about starting off with a not so good grade because I have always been getting top of the class grades in High school and it would disappoint if it were otherwise.
I am concerned about only having 2 exams for most of my classes because it may not always reflect what the student really knows if he/she were to have a bad day and not do so well.
I am concerned that because of my hectic schedule outside of school, I wont really have the time or chance to be involved in clubs or teams at Baruch.
Definitely the responsibility of having to teach yourself the material is one thing that will make my experience here at Baruch different from that of High School.
I think that my first year of college will make me a bit more outgoing and I wont be as shy to meet new people as I used to be.
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