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college experience final on me returing back to nothing

It is boring that each of you always complains of the difficulty of getting a good GPA in college. For me, I am disappointed at my peers in this college rather than myself. I went to Forest Hills high, where I still find some smart kids, and they are not as gross and shallow as some of you. I know it will be too rude towards you to point out his or her name so I will refrain from tell on him or her to others. I know it is hypocritical of me to complain of your bad English grammar but one you will feel ashamed of it. I know it is arrogant to say Baruch College is beneath me, although I am used to be promising and much be expected of. In the high school, I commit a biggest sin in selling myself to the devil for some knowledge. It seems to me that no of you at least this freshman seminar is familiar with the fable of the musician Faust. But I basically did the same thing and now I am the damned. In the college, we need to find something, by which we can be dazed. Bur let us be chaste, never to seduce damsels, for I was punished. we must have true affection to them by getting favor with them. By the way Baruch College makes me humble, less prejudiced against the poor somehow but strengthens my determination to be again the poor.

I am of the Junker. I was supportive of a lost cause, which cost me my life, only to find myself lost everything. But this history that by birth I was a Junker cannot be erased forever. Believing in class division, I on behalf of the good bygone bourgeois will never tolerate admit and accept any proletarian. With the land of Prussian beinf stained with the pure, crimson blood of the Junker, I will resuscitate for sure.

Für Frieden Freiheit Und Demokratie Nie Wieder Faschismus Millionen Tote Mahnen

For peace, freedom and democracy never again fascism millions of dead remind [us]

I was trained to a soldier in a way wisdom is solely my weapon and grades with honor is only my reward. I lost the war, which is horrific and gruel, as much as, the defeat will haunt me down to death.

Old soldiers never die; they just fade away Douglas MacArthur

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college experience final on me returing back to nothing

It is boring that each of you always complains of the difficulty of getting a good GPA in college. For me, I am disappointed at my peers in this college rather than myself. I went to Forest Hills high, where I still find some smart kids, and they are not as gross and shallow as some of you. I know it will be too rude towards you to point out his or her name so I will refrain from tell on him or her to others. I know it is hypocritical of me to complain of your bad English grammar but one you will feel ashamed of it. I know it is arrogant to say Baruch College is beneath me, although I am used to be promising and much be expected of. In the high school, I commit a biggest sin in selling myself to the devil for some knowledge. It seems to me that no of you at least this freshman seminar is familiar with the fable of the musician Faust. But I basically did the same thing and now I am the damned. In the college, we need to find something, by which we can be dazed. Bur let us be chaste, never to seduce damsels, for I was punished. we must have true affection to them by getting favor with them. By the way Baruch College makes me humble, less prejudiced against the poor somehow but strengthens my determination to be again the poor.

I am of the Junker. I was supportive of a lost cause, which cost me my life, only to find myself lost everything. But this history that by birth I was a Junker cannot be erased forever. Believing in class division, I on behalf of the good bygone bourgeois will never tolerate admit and accept any proletarian. With the land of Prussian beinf stained with the pure, crimson blood of the Junker, I will resuscitate for sure.

Für Frieden Freiheit Und Demokratie Nie Wieder Faschismus Millionen Tote Mahnen

For peace, freedom and democracy never again fascism millions of dead remind [us]

I was trained to a soldier in a way wisdom is solely my weapon and grades with honor is only my reward. I lost the war, which is horrific and gruel, as much as, the defeat will haunt me down to death.

Old soldiers never die; they just fade away Douglas MacArthur

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workshop 4th (make up for the second one) Sidney Mishkin Gallery

Soobin certainly visited Sidney Mishkin Gallery and write pretty positive about Milt Hinton’s art, namely, his photographs. But I somehow want to downplay the values of them in that I find them too down-to-earth and not aesthetically beautiful. George Eliot once art says should be realistic, serving also the common and those who in the dark. I favor the dangerous but seductive ideas proposed by Oscar Wilde that holds art is useless and maybe immoral. Hinton photo are realistic and maybe even morally right but not beautiful in a way  they mostly depict the struggles of music artists , uplift us but lack the very sense of beauty. In addition, they are also not so colorful  (I know I should blame this for the lack of technology advancement at that time) that they rarely linger on in my memory. But when I juxtapose them with the photos of a young Jodie Foster, I must confess to the fact that what is idealistic and perfect endure in my mind longer than what is some ugly but realistic. While she is not as pretty as she used to be, her young and glamorous beauty as an object to be observed like a nymph does give a strong impression on me and others , solely for she was beautiful. The contents of a photo are much more important than the technique it is taken in determining the value of it. I do not want to be provocative to photographers. But in light of the fact photo do not need as much photographers as objects, especially in the Age of Technology those days ; I favor the ostensive beauty of the photos of a young Jodie Foster

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workshop 4th (make up for the second one) Sidney Mishkin Gallery

Soobin certainly visited Sidney Mishkin Gallery and write pretty positive about Milt Hinton’s art, namely, his photographs. But I somehow want to downplay the values of them in that I find them too down-to-earth and not aesthetically beautiful. George Eliot once art says should be realistic, serving also the common and those who in the dark. I favor the dangerous but seductive ideas proposed by Oscar Wilde that holds art is useless and maybe immoral. Hinton photo are realistic and maybe even morally right but not beautiful in a way  they mostly depict the struggles of music artists , uplift us but lack the very sense of beauty. In addition, they are also not so colorful  (I know I should blame this for the lack of technology advancement at that time) that they rarely linger on in my memory. But when I juxtapose them with the photos of a young Jodie Foster, I must confess to the fact that what is idealistic and perfect endure in my mind longer than what is some ugly but realistic. While she is not as pretty as she used to be, her young and glamorous beauty as an object to be observed like a nymph does give a strong impression on me and others , solely for she was beautiful. The contents of a photo are much more important than the technique it is taken in determining the value of it. I do not want to be provocative to photographers. But in light of the fact photo do not need as much photographers as objects, especially in the Age of Technology those days ; I favor the ostensive beauty of the photos of a young Jodie Foster

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even photos of Jodie Foster look much better than those of you

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community service

Against the intuition of the most of you, i did some community service and that independently if not so recently, because I missed the other members in the central park and I was somehow left out or maybe not wanted from beginning .Anyway, compensating for this, I instead did my community service at a middle-size public library in the Forest Hill, which is near to my apartment. Basically, what I did is nothing more or less than sorting out books back to shelves so that others could find books with ease and smooth. As you can observe, I am not such a person as will take on this of my own will, unless this is a requirement, which was indeed very effective at talking time and energy of me the people including my supervisor at the library was very indifferent to me, so I am to them, overall contributing to the rarefied atmosphere of alienation. From this experience, I find out organizing books pretty boring and tedious, to the extent I could give up at anytime but it is a requirement. As far as I am concerned, I doubt at the existence of any significant correlation between community service and my education or even larger issues in society. As a result of this experience, I overwhelmingly consult each of you not to do sorting out books as your community service, although this seems to be popular among those in the dark. I almost cut off me emotionally from my community or even my family in that loneness not only consumed me and became my best friend I ever have. I am so introspective that I could not but be opposed to the community service seriously. If with free, you are better off appreciating art. by the way, I am so poor as to ill-afford to have any camera, so that I do not have any visual photo of my being there. So trust me.

Kun   Chen

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workship 3 museum

in light of  the fact most of you little think highly of the music I make you listen through my laptop, I reckon most of you, if not all, somehow miss ear for music, let alone eye for paint. I do not want to go so far as to generalize that the poor are lacking in taste or sense of art because their parents fail to install such values in them , but it is pretty miserable that so few went to the Robin Museum of Art, let alone appreciate arts inside it. Indeed, I felt lonely on my way for lack of any companion and got lost for a while. Robin Museum is medium one, let us not complain about it too much but at same time not praise it too much for what it is. Main exhibition seems to me deal with eastern or maybe just Indian religious stuff, which turn off me in that I can only appreciate and fond of Western arts. Only on the highest floor, I found some pieces possessive of touch of Modernism, which movement strikes me deeply. I am not such a gadfly as to sell you on the idea that you must appreciate art. I also have no reason to go museums despite I used to visit at them as a social courtesy. I actually have been to some museums with the educated and the respected since this is the manner and way of interaction that the bourgeois do. Out of poverty, some of you may just are anxious for going ahead in world, but before this can even happen, you must sophisticate yourself so that you might be accepted into the class above that of your. For me, being to museum is by no means a hobby, much less a luxury, but is a necessity and requirement. By I write out of not so much snobbery as sincerity. by the way, it occures to me that the contents of the display is Art of the Himalayas

 

Kun Chen

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my college experience part three

Our tragedy today is a general and universal physical fear so long sustained by now that we can even bear it. There are no longer problems of the spirit. There is only the question: When will I be blown up? Because of this, the young man or woman writing today has forgotten the problems of the human heart in conflict with itself which alone can make good writing because only that is worth writing about, worth the agony and the sweat.

He must learn them again. He must teach himself that the basest of all things is to be afraid; and, teaching himself that, forget it forever, leaving no room in his workshop for anything but the old verities and truths of the heart, the old universal truths lacking which any story is ephemeral and doomed — love and honor and pity and pride and compassion and sacrifice. Until he does so, he labors under a curse. He writes not of love but of lust, of defeats in which nobody loses anything of value, of victories without hope and, worst of all, without pity or compassion. His griefs grieve on no universal bones, leaving no scars. He writes not of the heart but of the glands.

Until he relearns these things, he will write as though he stood among and watched the end of man. I decline to accept the end of man. It is easy enough to say that man is immortal simply because he will endure: that when the last ding-dong of doom has clanged and faded from the last worthless rock hanging tideless in the last red and dying evening, that even then there will still be one more sound: that of his puny inexhaustible voice, still talking. I refuse to accept this. I believe that man will not merely endure: he will prevail. He is immortal, not because he alone among creatures has an inexhaustible voice, but because he has a soul, a spirit capable of compassion and sacrifice and endurance.

From the speech accepting the Nobel Prize in literature by William Faulkner

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my college experience part two

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam,
et lingua eius
loquetur iudicium.
Beatus vir qui
suffert tentationem,
quoniam cum probatus fruerit
accipiet coronam vitae.
Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.
quam sancta,
quam serena,
quam benigna,
quam amoena.
O castitatis lilium
 
i do not need any credit for translating this lyrics from Latin to English.
 
The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom
And his language shall be spoken in judgment
Blessed is he who suffers temptation
Since he, with approval, shall receive the crown of life
Lord, fire divine, have mercy
Oh how holy
How serene
How kind
How pleasant
Oh, lily of chastity!
Lord, fire by divine, have mercy
Oh how sacred
Oh, How serene
How benevolent
How lovely
Oh! Lily of chastity
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my college experience- part one

He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you. ”

Beyond Good and Evil

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