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Reflection

My first semester at Baruch College is almost over. It went pretty well even though I had to drop a few classes. I’ve learned a lot during these past 3 months. I definitely had lots of ups and downs, but overall its been pleasant and certainly an interesting experience.

I had greatly overestimated the amount of available time I had in the beginning of the semester. I thought I would be able to work, take classes and study, play sports, pledge, and manage everything else I had going on in my life. Unfortunately, as the first few months went by, I began to realize how out of focus I was, and I was going in a million different directions and wasn’t really getting anywhere; my grades were dropping significantly and I was lagging behind in most of my classes. On top of that, I was also involved in a relationship, which further restricted my time. I realized I had too much going on and I had to start narrowing down my goals and being more realistic with myself.. I pretty much did not live up to my own expectations, but regardless, I gained valuable experience.

I can say with confidence, Baruch College has lived up to and in some ways exceeded my expectations. It provides a great variety of opportunities, the education is really competitive and there are professors to help you when you’re in need. I also appreciate the great deal of extracurricular activities offered here. The school’s recreational facility is also very exceptional, considering that it isn’t a very big college. It has a pool, basketball courts, handball courts, weight room, and game rooms. It also provides a very outstanding library, and millions of computers at the student’s disposal. The study rooms provided are also a great resource. They allow students to gather together and study and hangout within the school.

Student involvement at Baruch is also a huge plus, I’m pretty astonished at how active and effective some of the students are. Asian awareness at Baruch is also very effective, considering the vast amount of Clubs and Organizations that are available.

I felt like Baruch provided a lot of necessary guidance, job opportunities and resources I would have never imagined available. There are probably many more services I have yet to discover. Services such as Starr search and the workshops really gave me hope.
If I could redo my first semester, I would definitely devote more time to studying, prioritize better, use my time more efficiently, and most importantly, show up to classes on time. I would also cut down on the hanging out and partying. Honestly though, the mistakes I made really helped me mature and grow as a person. It is the mistakes I made that really made me realize who I am and how I can make things work for me. If I didn’t mess up, I would probably make the same mistakes later on. We learn from experience, whether good or bad. For example, if I didn’t party, missed class, and was always doing well my first semester, I would really be an anxious person. I would always wonder, “what if…” and it would just bother me and I wouldn’t be able to focus. I know this for a fact, since this was what I was like in the past.
When I first started going to Baruch, I had many goals. I was very naive and inexperienced, ultimately unprepared for college, since I started off with a summer state of mind.
I wasn’t very serious about school.

How have I changed since I first started Baruch College? Well, three months later, I have simplified my goals to a few, rather than many long term goals. Rather than trying to maintain every sport I ever enjoyed, I now focus solely on working out and playing handball. As for school work, I dropped down to 3 classes and plan on focusing all my effort on doing well in those 3 classes. I guess I’ve matured and settled down, I don’t go out to chill as much as I did the first month of college. I also realized many of my weaknesses through making mistakes and messing up those first few months. I have a better sense of what I need to do to become more successful. My first semester of college has been off to a good start.

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Monologue

Monologue

Hello, my name is Philip Wang, but you can call me Phil. I am a Taiwanese American and currently attending Baruch College as a freshman. My first few months here at Baruch has been a blast; definitely enjoy the parties here! The social atmosphere at Baruch is definitely very diverse. There are many people I can relate to and interact with and the opportunities offered are limitless. I also enjoy the freedom of being a college student, and the responsibilities I have to take on will help me grow as an individual.
My biggest challenge in school? Well I have a few, but definitely the hardest part about college is keeping myself focused and balancing my time. I was not prepared when I first arrived at college. My mindset was still on summer vacation. I did not expect to learn on the first week of school. I was unprepared when the professors had already started teaching. I actually underestimated the amount of time I had, and spent the entire first month focusing on meeting new people and having fun. I finally settled down in the second month. I was already behind in most of my classes and started cramming everyday in the library to make up for the work. I guess my biggest challenge is keeping up with the coursework and trying to maintain the grades I have.
Well, I’m still trying to figure myself out, so I’ll just leave it at that for now.

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Who do you think you are?

Well to start off, my name is Philip Wang, but I prefer to be called Phil. I was born and raised in Queens, New York and attended F.H. La Guardia High School, which specialized in the arts. I love being athletic and have a solid foundation in swimming since I’ve swam competitively on several teams. I also have a passion for playing handball. Jogging or simply taking a walk helps me think and feel relaxed.

I started playing handball in high school to meet new people and gradually i developed a love for the sport. It became sort of an addiction for me, that grew out of control during the beginning of my high school career, i would always be late to class because i played in between periods. I gradually took control of it later on, as it was affecting my grades, but i was still dedicated to it. The handball scene quickly disappeared in my school after my sophomore year and then was senior year and i was the pratically the only regular left. I kept at it and people started to come out again, but it was too late. I tried to start a club for it as well, but there just werent enough people interested. I didnt join PSAL in highschool because La Guardia simply lacked many boys teams, such as swimming, handball, football.

I consider myself to be sort of an open minded individual, I try not to limit myself  with what i have. i try to adapt to the situation, i’m very open to change. I also try to be empathetic whenever i can, since i went through some family problems of my own during high school. I don’t regret the decisions I made since it really shaped who i became and i was able to make myself a better person. I’m also very optimistic, i try maintain a positive outlook on things . I try and stay motivated and motivate others if they seem to be down or struggling.

hmmm… 3 concerns about my freshman year at baruch…

I am concerned about maintaining my grades since i didn’t do very well in high school, college is a fresh start for me, its my second chance and i want to take advantage of this opportunity.

My second concern is adjusting to college life. I had it easy in high school, but now its a whole new game, this is real life. In highschool, it was the same routine everyday, now the classes are scattered throughout the day and teachers don’t care if you are in class or not. It is really up to me to show up to class and put in the effort. Its a responsibility.

My third concern is time management. I want to be able to comfortably balance my social life, academics, sports, family and work. Being a freshman at a new college, i’m still discovering many new opportunities and it conflicts with my schedule.

In high school, i was depressed. The social scene there did not work for me, as i started to realize who i really was. I didn’t have many close friends in school as I did outside of school. I just couldn’t relate to my peers in school. My social life was pretty much outside of school. It was tough, going through 8 hours a day with practically no one to talk to. Don’t get me wrong, i wasn’t completely antisocial, I did socialize with people just not much in school.

At Baruch its a whole different atmosphere, i feel comfortable here. I feel like its what my high school experience should have been like. There are alot more people with the same interests as me and that i can relate too. There are also many clubs and sports teams available for me to participate in. It’s definitely a plus.

I feel i have already changed as a person, just going through the first few weeks of college. I am still adjusting but i believe college will make me an overall better person.

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